Sledgehammer time.

DID and DMB and some angelic music. #pedogate and cancel culture topics

Well, I’ve been listening to Christian radio long enough that Dave Matthews’ set left me needing a metaphorical cold shower. The dance was good for me and my spine and probably for my puffy legs.

There could be more to the DMB discussion but first cleansing music allegedly from an Archangel:

It is beautiful music but starts to feel like a music loop to move on from.

A disturbing news headline, with a funny take on the beauty of balletic dance versus lusty dance moves. Is it ballet when an overweight black man moves that way? I think yes when performed with grace as he did. Then he slides into the modern moves of women on display. It is a hot take on the question of “What is feminine?” or “What is dance?”

https://youtube.com/shorts/8SElXgUa2EQ?si=PzPZQ0JzZR-6hbGF

I learned the hard way that there is socially acceptable feminine dance and there is unmentionable ‘dirty’ dancing that is shameful for nice women to even admit awareness of. Sexuality is not a thing for nice women unless they are married and then still not a thing because married people just don't bother anymore…joke, joke, joke. The social messaging comes from many directions telling us how great sex is and how everyone is doing it, but women better not participate if they want a career and family.

Not talking about media manipulation is the desire of cancel culture - keep the messaging subliminal or the spell might be broken.

I’m not sure if I made my point when writing about dID and the insider cult - a trauma reared child, as an adult, may have a secret life that their surface persona has no clue about. Seriously, they could pass a lie detector test because the trauma memory blocks are that powerful.

A celebrity spokesperson might seem as sweet as sweet can be - because we are not seeing more than their surface persona. Their core traumatized child id hidden within, blocked from knowing about trauma memories but also not really living their own life. Programming with specific career goals likely occurred, and career help is given so they achieve high levels of power which increases their usefulness as a controlled person for the insider cult. They participate in whatever is being nudged to do by the media signaling. Support this person or topic and slam on that person or topic.

What I learned about urban legend and public opinion is that it grows to a point where the original story is unknown to the majority who are just sharing the latest joke with nothing personal meant as nothing personal was known ... It is just a joke…

Or it is the culmination of years of effort by a group of people who all kept adding variations to a joke that had been about a specific person or event — and enough people know that the canceling eventually works. That person is just a joke, everyone knows it! Goebbels even knows it! And he’s dead! 😁

Or was it just a joke intended to suppress nutrition information prior to the rollout of an international plandemic?

In 2018, time was suddenly up for me (~ eight years after my life started being leaked to the deepnet and public interest was raised about me without my realizing what was going on). I had been being cued to do something like go be a rockstar in Hollywood but my goals were public health oriented.

I eventually went to California but I went to the tech region and was looking for work as a dietitian for Employee wellness type programming or I approached Kaiser health company about a wellness idea using Epsom salt soaks. I got no where with job seeking and my family needed me and my health was odd.

Back to a point - over time things got more clear, all the nudging me to do something was mostly to get me to not be professional and focused on wellness so that discrediting me would be something I was doing to myself. Give me enough rope so I will hang myself out to dry, (And mixing my metaphors). I was trying not to walk into traps but did anyway. 🫣🚧⚠️ It could have been worse though. I survived and learned.

When you pay attention to which habits lead to feeling good and which don't it is clues to what the underlying problem might be. I was in histamine excess and trying to figure out weird surreal things that seemed impossible (some still do). Big money is involved in keeping the public entertained with heroes and scapegoats and fallen heroes that everyone is trying to rebuild into a better hero until suddenly time is up, the fallen hero is just a lost hope, or waste of time.

Those are sad feelings to think or feel associated too in anyway — yet — the academic happened and the evidence trail is decades old. Meaning that silly dietitian who wrote a blog post about what a president could do for the nation with better nutrition guidance and more iodine and magnesium specifically.

Iodine and magnesium are two nutrients that seem very suppressed within academic media and or flat wrong information is embedded throughout academic training and current health care systems. I can gain awareness of that, but what can I do about it? Run for president? No. You need a ton of money for that and insider connections or to be so gullible that you are chosen as a patsy candidate (allegedly Jimmy Carter was selected and nudged to run for POTUS for that reason).

DID child trauma survivors may really not know that they have hidden secrets from themselves.

Wandering back to a main point - what I learned about DID from meeting people with it, reading a bunch of books, having a milder form of dissociative disorder, and reading about the CIA and insider family history of causing DID in purpose - the controlled victims as adults can really, really, seem to have no idea that their surface life is not their only life, is not all of what they do. They can be extremely believable because they believe it themselves. It would threaten their core child’s ‘safety’ if any cracks were allowed to form on the memory blocks around the early trauma.

The horrific things that are done to the kids are really hard to believe but if you listen to or read enough different survivors, the overlap of the stories suggests it is real. One example - insider kids reaching adolescence in the secret training world of kill or be killed, are paired up in a room that also has some ‘disposable’ child victims. The two insider kids are given adrenochrome to see how they handle it, or start them on the process of using it. The dose or initial use causes frenzied madness with a desire to bite and chew and eat anything around. The whistle blower survivor said she wasn't going into more detail but that once the disposable children are frenzied on, then the two insider kids have to fight each other until the adrenochrome wears off.

I looked into medical research in adrenochrome and was surprised to find quite a bit around the 50’s or 60’s and then it stopped. It was easy to synthesize but caused schizophrenia like symptoms. Why bother with it? It might have some anti-aging benefits due to helping mitochondrial health.

The take home point, or pair of points:

• These people train their children to kill or be killed.

• Survivor children as adults may seem nice as nice can be and believe it themselves too, if their memory blocks are in place with the core child protected from any horror that occurred (or is still occurring during parts of the day).

DID is very real but is little like what is portrayed in modern media - that is disinformation to keep us from knowing what it is really like.

Why this is a problem or part of a bigger problem — I can't know who to trust.

Innocent joke? — People can make jokes just because it's a joke that everyone knows now.

Knowing or unknowing Cancel culture participant? — or they may be making the jokes or negative song or spokesperson chit chat as part of the group who are all working together secretly. All making jokes about the same thing in order to shift public opinion eventually, Goebellized into believing whatever narrative was intended.

The take home point about child trauma DID adult survivors - they might participate in the insider group’s goals without seeming to be aware that they are doing so.

Other insiders seem totally, fully aware of what they are doing and may seem to take malicious pleasure from it. Some may not be insider families but instead became aware of the nudging - work with us in order to gain income and power. ‘Grooming’ isn't just about sex and children. Subtle manipulation grooms us or nudges us in the direction those in.power want us to go. Cooperate and you get more work, don't cooperate and you don't get hired. Speak out in ways that are disapproved of and you get whacked somehow.

Not Dorothy’s yellow brick road. Photo by Akshay Nanavati on Unsplash

Take home to Kansas point — none of us have been in Kansas for a lot longer than this century. To unwrap the metaphor - Dorothy went to a land of witches that wasn't as nice as back home in Kansas after all. Lesson for kids - careful what you wish for. Lesson for all of us - Kansas and elsewhere is a land of witches. These people are killers who raise their children to be killers and they use black magic and human sacrifice for the purpose of personal gain. And may eat humans for anti-aging purposes or mood altering purposes or because they are cannibals.

We are not in Kansas after all.

*What does this have to do with the Dave Matthews Band in 2018? I am not sure but it seems like he was adding to the message that my time was up. There were too many subtle references to my story amongst his patter for me not to suspect the coincidences aren't coincidental.

I was supposed to go be a rockstar in 2012 if not 2017 when I finally get on the road, not seek a job as an Employee Wellness dietitian. I didn't do the rockstar thing because that was not my goal. And people got bored or were told that my time was up in 2018. The constant joking or nudging stopped - radio silence on that old joke. What has been interesting is that with CoV health education efforts the heckling restarted - I can tell when I am over the target. The flack gets worse.

Maybe just coincidence but I really don't think so. This insider/manipulated narrative is huge and old and not all probably are child abusers but it is how the blackmail of adults is done. The traumatizing of children allegedly is also for harvesting their adrenochrome rich blood.

This is unpleasant and horrific and pretending it isn't real, or isn't our problem, is being complicit with it.

Dave Matthews Band is great. Three hours of Home Shopping Network for music gear fans. Ooooh 😍 guitars, keyboards, drums, saxophone, other horns, flute.

My own take home point - my PTSD is better. I danced and enjoyed the concert rather than getting too triggered by the old crud.

The US government spies on people and bombs children and makes bioweapons that they call “lifesaving, safe, and effective.” Remember that the US and other governments are full of lying liars who lie a lot.

*Addition - regarding the DMB concert - there was a live chat scrolling while the video played and it filled in that for some unsavory reason one of the really long term members had been replaced and it was a new key board player. They are all such fantastic musicians that part of the fun was seeing the interaction occasionally, facial expressions, as their various solos or freemform jamming impressed each other. There are probably some celebrities that are simply so good at what they do, that while they are aware of the secret mess and don’t talk about it to protect their career they may not be part of or support it and they are so good that they can’t be ‘canceled’ very easily.

It is hard to know. And it is impossible to talk about with people who are utterly clueless to the subtext communication that goes on in politics and pop culture.

Disclaimer: This information or opinion is speculative and is being shared within the guidelines of Fair Use for the purposes of communication and education during odd times. Peace be with you!